Sunday, November 22, 2009
alright.am stucked with the song "what about now".
damn. it's so fking addictive.
=)
on a lighter note.
i thought about hell lots stuff today when im on my way to auntie's house.
dropped by downtown for coffee bean.
it's been a very "balanced" year i could say.
failures and successes.
setbacks and achievements.
dreams and nightmares.
well, i had it all.
so you better be jealous.
im still quite lost though.
but well, isn't it part of life?
i guess im super happy now.
knowing that she's smiling at least.
fel, take care yo.
get well soon and start training hard!
=)
Friday, November 20, 2009
maybe im just naive.i see no point in having my own car.
people around me became more realistic.
things changed a lot.
i just cant believe that you are the one.
and when i thought everything in my life would change because of you.
yet it's just a false hope.
i tried telling myself to calm down and all.
but i couldnt.
all i can do now is to be alone.
in fact im alone now.
seriously dont feel like talking.
i hope i can still trust my instinct.
again.
now that all was said and done.
i can't believe you're the one who build me up and tear me down.
alright.
it's been raining like every now and then.
i cant really go out and run.
sad.
i think there's something wrong with me.
all of a sudden i felt like dying this week.
im always tired and all even when i sleep early every night.
and what's more,
that blister on my toe is killing me!
-.-
oh well, it's been another week.
going supper tonight with classmates.
hope it will be a fun one.
arif and farhan are back now.
meaning........
WE WILL DEFINITELY HAVE FUN TONIGHT!
i wanna drink, anyone?
Monday, November 16, 2009
alright. first part of today was kinda stupid. but i liked the second part.
WENT
OUT
WITH
FAMILY!
just love them so much.
=)
dad bought me a new GPS!
he scared i get lost and waste more on petrol.
so obsessed with it now.
and not forgetting last night.
BIG BANG MAN!
something like hangover!
haha
XD
and if bumblebee is here.
enjoy your prom. =)
and you finally decided to wear heels.
haha.
Sunday, November 15, 2009
My DAD is crazy. -.-seriously.
WTH!
Saturday, November 14, 2009
At least there's something to cheer me up.=)
seriously, vict made sense this time!
hahahahahahaha.
Thursday, November 12, 2009
just right. =)haha
not left.
really had fun yesterday at the sports day.
XD
EEE still rawks big time.
hahahaha.
oh well.
cant wait till saturday.
it's gonna be happening!!!
i will train harder from now on.
and coach just smashed me for a bloody 30mins.
it's effing tough.
leg cramped after training on tuesday.
oh well,
guess im wrong.
and just fk off.
leave me alone can?
i dont need your help at all!
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
oh well, sorry friends for my vulgarities today.=(
and thank for everything.
really aprreciated it.
have fun arif.
take care.
=)
weekend could have been disastrous without fel.
thank for the movie and dinner.
hahahahahahaha.
least choose something not horror the next time round k?
wasting ur own money only.
but it freaked me out too.
haha.
so thank arh.
XD
Thursday, November 5, 2009
I NEEEEED TO SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMi told myself to hang on.
but there's always something that lower my morale.
i dont know.
what should i do?
why is it always against me?
i dont want to be like this anymore.
help me will you?



